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NYE was okay not bad.
drinking and such, like as always
but i didnt get drunk nor vomit nor did i smoke

and right now im seriously coughing like nobody's business
and having blocked nose and sore throat.
wad a way to start 2010

  



Today was the perfect start :) You always make me happy. 
I love you, long time, Sam.

2010, a time to give up my boring, black, Addam's family fashion?
And this transvestite voice with the cough.

 I ALWAYS crave for soup. It's one of my most craved-for foods. Plus I had Soup Spoon for dinner! Why oh why do I yearneth so much for thou O bowl of soupth? 

I started off 2010 with the best bitter durians in my tummy, while counting down at the bus stop, played blackjack, played mahjong, drank champagne, had a feast, got 19 lobsters as pets, okay not really lobsters, cousins of lobsters, but i'd like to call them lobsters, sounds... better. Haha and the funniest thing just happened - you see my mom's bedroom slippers is at the front door, so i just got home, i saw two feelers sticking out from under the slipper, it was a lobster, he was hiding under the slipper. HAHA. And the stupid tank was at the balcony!! Which was quite a distance away for the little bugger to walk all the way from. Heh. I'm in such a good mood, don't wanna think of school, viwawaaa here i come.

I had been wanting to do it for the longest time — ever since the start of December, but due to reasons a many, I either could not or did not... But I finally went to Starbucks today, sat myself down and wrote and drew and wrote and wrote and drew and read and and enjoyed myself and did nothing. 

I am very happy that I got to spend the second half of the first day of 2010 by myself and with God, it was absolutely fulfilling (fulfill has always been a word that I have trouble spelling) and I could not have spent it more perfectly.

Everybody's blogging about the New Year but I will first blog about Christmas:

I call it my Christmas Complex. I know it sounds more than just slightly corny but at least there is alliteration involved. HA.

I really really really really really absolutely love Christmas, ever since I was a little girl, even before I knew Christ — who is the true meaning of Christmas, believe me. When November starts to peek and the lighting and decorations go up my insides start to dance and build snowmen and ring sleigh bells. The festive spirit makes my belly tingle, makes my toes gleeful and my elbows smile.

BUT! There is a twist. I always end up disappointed, because I have never had a celebration good enough, never had a Christmas perfect enough. There is this build up to that wonderful day and then when it finally comes... It's disappointing. It's like an insatiable longing for something perfect and Christmas after Christmas the celebration falls short of that perfection.

BUT! This year... Christmas was perfect. I won't go into an elaborated exposition about how my Christmas was spent, but my heart was grinning and pumping with joy and it's not JOY!!!!!!!!!! but joy... because it was a peaceful and deep and inexplicable, not the short-lived excitement sort. Just when I was thanking God for the wonderful Christmas, on the 26th of December, just before we watched a midnight movie (Avatar!), I received a gift shared by twelve people, it was a total surprise and I almost cried because I really did not expect it and I love it so much and... It was all just too moving. 

It's like... Ephesians 3:20 says: Now to Him who is able to do immeasurably  more than we can ever ask or imagine... 

This Christmas I have found my exceeding joy and it is Jesus Christ!  

family outings are stressful.

No big deal about the new year actually because time still passes as quickly and silently without us knowing and before you know it, 2011 is gonna arrive.

In the blink of an eye, in the blink of an eye.
Looking back at 2009, how was your year?

i am humbled by the universe.

strive to eat low glycemic food